hey....
so many things have hapened to me so far....just simply cannot observe them all...will try to mention some...
i wear glasses)))) just because i want to save my sight for as long as i can...
i continue working for Deutsche though the studies have begun...
i feel like i have to decide everything myself and whatever happens i will always have myself to blame...
sometimes i feel kind of lost and simultaneously cnfused about the things surrounding me and precisely things i'm involved in...just cannot understand why people choose this or that way of behaving, talking to others, achieving someting...i really wonder why can't we all be honest, hard-working and ambitious in a good way, why can't we eliminate all the envy we have inside...why can't we be more open and sympathetic to people around, more attenntive to our dears, moms, dads, bros, sisters, etc...they are the precious destiny's gifts we have ever had in life, why don't we appreciate them the way we should??? why do we let ourselves hurt others, blame them, get at them? are we superiors to do that? aren't we even worth than those who we judge&goosip about? how can we be so cold when the issue doesn't concern us? why can't we improve ourselves to improve the world, at least our small inner world of feelings&emotions....